another blog i rescued from myspace oblivion

Missing

sitting outside
spoiling groceries surround
i watch for your car
there's no one around

you said you'd be back
i've waited so late
how long does it take
till love turns to hate

my itching ears crave
the salve you provide
my soul asks itself
how much time do i bide

i am not just a joke
i'll give till i hurt
just tell me the truth
don't treat me like dirt

the thing you don't know
i've kept close to my heart
my secret is this
i'm strong and i'm smart

so come if you will
as dusk turns to dawn
i'll wait but i'll know
if i'm just your pawn

-asa